trust ??

you,
im sorry that i shouldnt trust someone that i just knew..i was so shocked when HE told me about the one that i really love..i didnt mean to blame you but it hurts me so so bad when the first time HE told me..i know i shouldnt choose the easiest way to solve this problem and i shouldnt choose the stupid-est way to be the conclusion..i know its my fault because i should just ask u directly and doesnt have to wait until lama-lama..to be honest my msg that i sent to you really hurts but somehow i just think you deserve a better giirl..not a girl like me who is not STRONG enough..

you always wish to have someone that is strong not weak like me..someone knows how to solve problem..someone is independent..bt sadly i have none..im such a failure and useles.i always used the word I TRIED but actually i dont even try cos i always chose the easiest way which is stupd way..im really sorry..

now i know i shouldnt trust someone that i dont really know especially someone who wants to break our relationship..someone like YOU i mean the HE.. i mean the guy who lied to me..the asshole..im sorry again..forgive me..im too stress with exams and rumours..sorry :( i believe we stll can be like US as in stick back with the glue..yes we can..i'll still call u "HYE BOYFRIEND" i will..

yes I LOVE YOU, and still LOVE YOU nd will always LOVE YOU !!

as